
Morbid? Yep. Rude? If the occasion calls for it. Brutally honest? You bet. I really hope you didn't come here expecting flowers and frills, because that's not what you'll find. This is who I am, and I offer no apologies for what I think and how I feel. I'm not asking you to love me, or even respect me; allow me the freedom to exist and be myself and may the same be given in return. I know the difference between reality and fantasy, do you? I'm firmly planted in the soil of reality, are you?
"A poor fool indeed is he who adapts a manner of thinking for others! My manner of thinking stems straight from my considered reflections; it holds with my existence, with the way I am made. It is not in my power to alter it; and were it, I'd not do so."
~ Marquis de Sade, 1783
Dionysian Sacrifice
A balmy summer night, not particularly dark or stormy, during the middle of September gave rise to his inspiration, his depravity and madness. He needed a sacrifice, the Gods called to him –at least in his mind – a perfect young woman to offer.
As the thin, gaunt man stood hiding in the shadows, gazing out at the parking lot from just behind Captain Spaulding’s Museum of Monsters and Mad Men, his mind was torn in conflict over whom he should pick.
Captain Spaulding’s was the last gas station for at least fifty miles, and rest stops were non existent in the desolate country side. The store was a little bit of everything – gas station, museum, freak show, and fun house. It attracted numerous folks from all over the area, mainly out of necessity. ffice
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Folks like the car load of cheerleaders coming home from their most recent football game or whatever silly follies those girls participated in, exhausted, and still in their cute little skirts and matching shirts.
“Go team, go.” He chuckled darkly to himself, running his vile tongue across his cracked lips.
When he saw the tall, well tanned, fake little blonde sauntering towards the back of the building, his black heart leaped up into his throat. She would be the perfect sacrifice to appease all of the old Gods and everything he believed in – she was extraordinarily beautiful, a perfect princess. A sacrificial lamb sneaking into the lone wolf’s den.
For a moment, he questioned that she had seen him – her reason for approach – but when she turned and ducked into the doorway on the side of the building, the man with the greasy curtain of black hair was relieved, the girl was only using the restroom.
Stifling a giggle, the man picked up a brick from the ground and snuck around to the side of the building, hiding and slinking through the bushes and shadows, breathing heavily, beyond excited, his heart beating a billion miles an hour. He could barely hold on to the brick, his palms were so sweaty.
It was the adrenaline rush he lived for, hunting the ultimate form of game – human.
Jack Burroughs hid in the shadows until the bathroom door creaked open and the teenager stepped out. Eyes wide with excitement, he raised the brick high above his head and brought it down on her skull as she turned to walk away. The distinctive resonating thud of impact, the crunch of bone, and the painful moan that escaped the girl was clear indication that he’d hit her hard enough.
Jack chuckled to himself as the girl fell to the ground, unconscious. He dropped the bloodied brick and grabbed her by the ankles, dragging her into the shadows before her simple little friends had a chance realize she was gone.
When the other girls and their sponsor realized their captain was gone, Tori Madrox was slumped over in the cab of a truck, unconscious and bleeding from the wound to her head, and Jack was at the wheel, cackling like a maniac and headed for home.
She would be a perfect sacrifice to his sacred gods.
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Heavy footfalls on the rickety, weatherworn porch, carried on the hot summer breeze into the dilapidated old farm house through the open windows. A firm knock at the door awoke Cyprus Burroughs from her light sleep on the divan. Yawning, she hurried to the front door and unlocked it, eager to see what her brother had brought back.
Grinning triumphantly, a crooked, rotten smile, Jack strolled in with the limp body of a teenaged girl slung over his shoulder. “You hungry?” He asked of his sister, “if you want, I’ll butcher her up real nice, but I’d rather not.”
Not waiting for a reply, Jack dropped the cheerleader, and she hit the grungy carpet with an audible thud.
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“I just ate. She another sacrifice, Jack?”
The man nodded, brushing a stringy black curtain of hair back from his gaunt face and grinning a sick smile, “To Dionysus.” Not in the right frame of mind to deal with his younger sister at the moment. He was still to high on adrenaline to feel like holding idle conversation.
“Who else?”
There were words written across the girls chest.
“Can you tie ‘er up?” Jack asked, removing his trench coat and flinging it over the back of a threadbare recliner which seemed to fit in, given the contents of the ratty, rundown living room. He sat down, half lying, half sitting, on the puke-green sofa, he pulled a pocket knife from the pocket of his ragged, dirt-caked and grease-spotted jeans.
Fredrich was off getting drunk somewhere, but he would be more than pleased they had ‘company’ again. Sassy was in her room, listening to the latest pop sensation, reading fashion magazines no doubt. The silly little twit fancied herself to be a celebrity.
When
Wordlessly,
“Ya know, I been thinkin’…” Jack trailed, still slicing away at his own flesh.
“Ol’ Hitler was on to somethin’. Ya’ can’t get people excited about love, it just ain’t natural. People only get excited when they gots somethin’ to hate. If you can get enough folks involved in the hatin’, and enough folks has got your back, then you’re invincible, just like that. Boom! Immortal!” He looked up from the carving in his arm, eyes wide with a perverse kind of excitement that made
She couldn’t really recall what it was he had done, but it was a name both of her brothers mentioned often.
She watched the blood trickle from the four-legged symbol of hate lacerated into her brother’s skin with slight detachment. Blood and hate and death – she had grown up with it and was desensitized. It was a way of life, really.
Sitting down in a reclining chair,
On the floor, the young girl groaned softly, beginning to wake up. Tori Maddrox, the captain of the cheerleading team, homecoming queen, and high school princess loved by everyone would never live to see the light of another day.
From the hallway came a delighted squeal, “Uncle Jack’s home!”
The man, still reclining on the couch, gave a half annoyed growl when his niece rushed into the room and tackled him. He dropped his knife – it bounced under the couch, and he cussed at the beautiful blonde as she clung to him.
“And you brought me a present! Oh Uncle Jack, I love you!”
The cadaverous man struggled against her, growling slightly. She was the same age as
“She’s so pretty!” The woman continued, leaping down off the couch, crouching on the floor in her pink lace nightgown that left little to imagination. Gently, she stroked the teenager’s hair with a well-manicured hand, the pink of her nails matching her gown. “First we’re gonna play dress up, and have a tea party, and then we’ll watch cartoons and be bestest best friends forever!”
“I said I didn’t bring her home for you to torture…we gotta sacrifice this one.”
Sassy looked up at her uncle in the dimly lit, dingy living room, a hint of a pout forming on her lips.
“Aww great… there goes the neighborhood.”
“But…I wanna play!” The woman squeaked, near the verge of tears like a spoiled child that didn’t get her way. To say Sassy was touched in the head –like the rest of her family– was a vulgar understatement.
“We’re sacrificin’ her to Dionysus.” Jack answered coldly, closing his eyes, trying to remain calm with his extremely immature niece.
Sassy’s bottom lip trembled, she snorted slightly, glancing at the cheerleader. “I wanna play dress up!” She shrieked, tearing at her long, curly, blonde hair, wailing with tears streaming down her beautiful face. The young woman sat on the floor, kicking and screaming, throwing a fit. “I wanna watch cartoons and play doctor and have a tea party!” She managed in between sobs and gasps. Laying back on the dirty carpet, with no regard to decency, she continued her immature display, “It’s not fair it’s not FAIR, IT’S NOT FAIR!”
Jack looked at Cyprus, and Cyprus at Jack, and both remained silent for a moment, until their niece’s sobs and shrieks quieted, both knowing there was only one way to win an argument with Sassy.
“How about…you play with her for the time being, and Jack, you got find someone else to sacrifice, and then when she’s done with the girl, you can kill her, too?”
Looking up, hopeful, Sassy smiled a sickeningly sweet smile to her uncle. “Please? Oh pretty, pretty please with ice cream and sugar and sprinkles and gum drops and ---”
“Alright, good GODS, if I agree will you shut your yap? You’re givin’ me a headache!” The cadaverous man snapped, glaring. No… he’d never hurt the girl. Never hurt family. Family was sacred. That didn’t mean he didn’t lose his patience with her and consider strangling her to death with her own intestines, though.
“Thank you so much!” Sassy squealed, again pouncing on her struggling, protesting uncle and hugging her tightly. “Don’t just sit there like a bump on a pickle, help me drag ‘er off to my room so we can play!”
Reluctantly, Jack sighed, pushing her off of him and standing up.
From her position, watching it all with detachment,
Family.